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July 16, 2019 - Journal Entry #5

Dear Reader,

1:27 AM: Right now, I'm on my way to TC with Mum, FrederickFreddieSon(FFS), and TT. I have a counseling appointment. I had just gotten back from SB's, exhausted. And then, next thing I know, Mum is yelling, telling us to do a ton of chores, rushing all over the place, and then screaming at TT, because he wasn't waiting downstairs like he was supposed to be, so that he could...

1:30 PM: Dad when Dad got home, which is kinda TT's fault. And I haven't even eaten lunch, because we were gonna go get lunch with Dad. But Dad's exhausted and he needs to ice his knee, so he's staying home.

1:36 PM: And yes, my dad decided that he was going to go to work. I'm very worried since it hasn't even been a full month since he's been taking the blood-thinners and I don't think...

1:37 PM: ...that driving is a good idea for him to start doing so soon. 😖

1:45 PM: We're in TC right now. My appointment is at 2.

2:09 PM: I'm waiting for Mum…
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July 12, 2019 - Journal Entry #4

Dear Reader,

6:36 AM: Today I am going to Matbern Valley (MV) with Mum and Dad to go to Dad's doctor's appointment. Then we're heading to Bethgree Heights (BH) to look at this property that Dad wants to work on.

6:43 AM: I woke up at 4:45 this morning since we had to leave at 6. Right now, we're heading inside the office building thingy.

6:49 AM: I'm waiting in the waiting room. They're playing Adele through the speakers. At least these people have somewhat of a good taste in music. I mean, for a doctor's office, I'd expect them to be playing some piano music or something slow and tiring. 😁

6:54 AM: Dad's appointment is at 7:15, so Mum and him are just waiting to be called by the doctor.

7:09 AM: Mum and Dad got called back. I'm waiting in the waiting room. I'm so tired. They're playing 'Gloria.' I'm depressed now. I had a dream about JackHole (JH) last night and now I can't stop thinking about the memories of us. I wanna cry…

July 11, 2019 - Journal Entry #3

Dear Reader,

8:23 AM: Today, I'm going to vacuum at SB's.

8:24 AM: Then, I'm going to the library to finish my PREP hours.

8:57 AM: So, SB said she would drop me off at the library after I vacuum her house. I'll tell you when I've finished and when I get to the library. :)

9:06 AM: My cramps are so bad right now... X(

10:49 AM: So, I'm at the library. I vacuumed SB's house and cleaned some of her windows. I earned $20!! I'm gonna save the money instead of spending it. I wanna save up for a new phone or maybe even my own computer (laptop), just so I can blog as much as possible.

10:51 AM: Now that I'm at the library, I have about 3 to 4 hours until I have to do my volunteer hours. I'll keep you guys posted. :)

11:29 AM: Still chilling at the library. Dad called me. He was basically yelling in my ear while I was trying to respond to him as quietly as I could, but still making sure he heard me. It's kinda annoying, though, since he knows that I'm …

July 9, 2019 - Journal Entry #2

Dear Reader,

10:44 AM: I'm going to the library today instead of cleaning at ShiningBeacon's (SB) house. This is because of Dad's appointment with his doctor.

11:09 AM: I've made a list this morning of over 100 books that I'm checking the catalog system to see if the library has them. I'm then going to make an organized list of books that are at the library that I want to read. I'm going to see if I can read at least half of these books before school starts.

12:02 PM: So, I've gotten through the first page of the list I made this morning. I'm hoping to finish checking the catalog system before two o'clock, so I can start on my organized list. I'm happy to be doing this because I've been putting this off for quite a while.

2:30 PM: Okay, so I've finished my list of books. Sadly, the library didn't have a lot of the books that I wanted to read. So far, the list consists of 61 novels. If you want to see the list, check out my book recom…

Book Recommendations

Dear Readers,

Here is a list of books you should read. It will be updated accordingly. Enjoy! :)

With the Fire on High By Elizabeth Acevedo
Children of Blood and Bone By Tomi Adeyemi
Hades By Alexandra Adornetto
That Kind of Mother By Rumaan Alam
Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda By Becky Albertalli
Speak By Laurie Halse Anderson
Wintergirls By Laurie Halse Anderson
Broken Throne (#4.5) By Victoria Aveyard
Glass Sword (#2) By Victoria Aveyard
Red Queen (#1) By Victoria Aveyard
King of Scars (#1) By Leigh Bardugo
Six of Crows By Leigh Bardugo
The Immortalists By Chloe Benjamin
The Wicked King (#2) By Holly Black
Five Dark Fates (#4) By Kendare Blake
White Houses By Amy Bloom
The High Season By Judy Blundell
Perks of Being A Wallflower By Stephen Chbosky
Ghosts of the Shadow Market By Cassandra Clare
Lady Midnight By Cassandra Clare
The Red Scrolls of Magic (#1) By Cassandra Clare
All the Light We Cannot See By Anthony Doerr
The Cerulean (#1) By Amy Ewing
The Woman in the Window By A. J. Finn
Ace of Shades (#1) …

July 7, 2019 - Journal Entry #1

Dear Reader,

Here's how my day went on July 7, 2019:

2:42 PM: Hey, Readers. I'm at the hospital right now with my mum, my dad, and my sister, Cloud9 (C9). Dad felt a spasm in his leg and he says his chest is hurting. I messaged CL, CC, and MM. But the only one that responded was MM. CC's phone might be down again. But it's unusual for CL not to respond. I hope she's okay.

3:11 PM: So, apparently, the two worst ways to die are: (1) Being burnt alive, and (2) Drowning. I don't believe this. Pain is a thing created by man. It's completely psychological. If you hurt yourself, you focus on the pain. But if you don't think about the pain, and you tell yourself that it doesn't hurt, the pain will go away. I've tried it. It works. Only with physical pain, though. I'm still trying to figure out emotional pain. And when you master this, death doesn't seem as bad as you thought it would be. Personally, death isn't the end of anything. It's the…

Currently Reading #1

Dear Reader,

I've just finished this book series. It's called Girl Online. It's basically about this girl who starts a blog and then ends up meeting an undercover pop star. Her life gets complicated and disastrous. I suggest this series to anyone who loves the plot twists when it comes to revealing the identity of an anonymous blogger. Here's a link, if you want to know more about this series: Girl Online Book Series.

And if you want to read some really good books, head to this website:

- Ella Cinder